PPL

woaahhh.. long time not write here.. well i'm on PPL now.. at SMA 1 Semarang. the students are good. they are smart kids.. sometimes they listening me but sometimes they ignored me. haaah.. they're really wild sometimes...
i have a partner here.. a girl. she is gorgeous girl. and the kids like see her. i'm just ordinary looks.. so for that point i don't got them. she's not good friend i think. she doesnt or maybe never told me about my teacher said something about me. and she never help me make or handle kids. when i ask how she just ignore it.. maybe she thinks i am her foe? awwww...

when i'm so enthusiastic about teaching learning, making media n passion with the kids she is not. she like in her place, safe zone. i got difficulties when i face the kids on the first sight. coz i'm not too good looking, even after that some classes love me coz my teaching style. but some of the classes ignore me when they saw me. and i think that's horrible. someone ever said to me "never judge the book from its cover." but the fact just a few of people think that's right... fuuh... so i have look for the way so that the kids listening to me... i hope i got that ways.. 
who wanna help me? :(