i hate

the one that i hate the most is when my mum preach to me! that is so annoying. its just like show how bad i am. and its so awful to me, if i'm a bad girl, i dont want being preached. she just dont know what i want. she always thinks that everything i do is all wrong. i dont like hearing all her words, i just want she get closer to me, know what i want, know what i need. but she doesnt know all that one, make me uncomfortable when i near her. coz everything i do are wrong. EVERYTHING! then, what should i do? her approachment to me is totally wrong! i am 22 and walk to 23 some days later and i dont want my mum to be my shadow. i have my own life, and i exactly know what i do, and what will i do. oh my god, all she do just irritate me much.i have no idea thats the sign of her love or she just press me do what she want? ah shit

Narcissistic man

well night coming and i awake and cant sleep again. so i'd better to write  i think. mmm... i wanna write about a friend of mine. he's the one that asked me write a poem some days ago. his name is Mark. i think, something's wrong in his head, i have no idea that he always think that he's so handsome, he is the most handsome in this world, OMG, ya i have to say that he's handsome, but i think he's not the most handsome man in this world! yesterday, he said that he must be my favorite person in this world, because he's handsome, then i said no, i said that he isn't my favourite person. i have my favourite person, then he said that i was lying. oh my god! whats wrong with his head actually? he really made me laugh! i have no idea why he though that he's the most handsome in this world!! i think that's a illness?lol, i think he has prince syndrome!he's so narcissistic and i start to not like him...

another poem

okay, i've post my poem, and i'll post another one. actually i have a lot, i write them since junior high school, or i can call them rhyme, coz its like i tell through a pen. i think i'll write them here.. someday.. haha..
ah, and this poem is bit short, different with before, which is quite long. aand, i have no title yet for this one. but enjoy it :)

There’s much love of you

That i ever see

But do you know i’m in blue?

Coz you’re too fancy to me

I want to hug you tight

But one i stand just held my head high

Fall in the deepest sorrow

And nothing i can follow

There’s another love another time

Said you’ve found something worthy

You never be mine

That’s make me so slightly

Every people know my feeling
And I'm sure so do you
But one I know you never thinking
About me and you

It is just a poem
 

poem

long time don't write, miss this pages a lot, although some posts here, or mamybe all posts here arent useful, hehe,,
well, yesterday, a friend of mine who is a Greek asked me to look for a poem, its for his friend.. and his friend asked him to find it for his gf, thats weird huh?bit complicated. he asked me to find a poem about body smell, its kinda weird for me, body smell? i can't find it exactly. so i decided to write it. it need a bit time and some of those words i picks from jason mraz's song, andy williams' song and sketer davis' song. and of course i use my word too. i have no idea if it good or not,  but well i've got tried at least. i'll post it, i hope you like it, and i have another one too, its mine, originally my words, i'll post it after this poem. enjoy :)
ah. her name is maria.. so i put her name some in this poem
 

Just you

You re one in constellation

Shining bright of the night

Dancing as a cosmic star with no hasitation

Shining bright among all lights

Oh Maria

You are my illuminating anchor

Crashing waves and breaking thunder

Second of none oh Maria

There are no words in the world

Which cant describe you maria

Your body, your beauty, everything worthy

Like my love to you... oh maria

You are the sweetest story of my love

There never be another love another time

You come and fill my heart with your love

You fix my life and make it all fine

Dont know when it begin

You show how great a love can be

You show the sweetest love i ever see

No lie but truth you give to me

A love of mine

There no own but one

Without a doubt we will fine

Endless, eternal, just like a shine

The sun will stop shining

And the sea rush to shore

But that are not the end of the world

It just ended when i lost your love... my Maria